This is the Facebook post that started the chain of events leading up to yesterday’s complete collapse on my part of being overwhelmed with kindness I don’t feel I deserve. While I was being reminded (gently) that I have changed a LOT in the past year, I still can’t get rid of the feeling that I am unworthy. I am not used to being “loved”. I have few people who love me (a couple of close friends and some family members), but that’s it. To experience the love I did from people I don’t even know blows my mind so much my head hurts thinking about it. Please take the time to read this. If this is a repeat post, I apologize – I am going through a lot lately, and I don’t always check what I post – I just sort of randomly throw things down on here and hope for the best when they are thought of; otherwise they will go the way of the rest of menopausal thinking – out the door and never to be seen again!!