Depression

Just read it.  It’s all true.  I spent 14 hours in bed today.  I am PANIC stricken I have to go out tomorrow and Thursday and can’t get out of it.  Imagine when I have to move?  I have to figure something out. I don’t want to go to the projects.  I don’t need to be taught a lesson by my mommy – I’m 51 years old for fuck’s sake!!  Just stop!! Haven’t I been through enough lately?  Please…

Disability denied.  More info wanted. Hearing set — 10-14 MONTHS from now.  Backlog she said.  I could be dead I said. She said yeah. I didn’t say anything.