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Pisces Daily horoscope for October 1, 2013 – Resentments

01 Tuesday Oct 2013

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Pisces Daily horoscope for October 1, 2013.

Actually a pretty interesting horrorscope for me today, as all of the chemicals I have been on for so many years are clearing out of my body and my mind, I have been having some real doozies of nightmares.  They are all about one thing, too, which is really odd; yet, maybe not, because if I really think about it, it’s the one thing in my life that has caused me the most resentment.  I worked somewhere for a very, very long period of time, and I was denied a full time job there because I was an “iconoclast” and didn’t fit in with their image, but it didn’t stop them from taking advantage of my skills (both with the computer and with fund raising, which I turned out to be really good at), and the nano-second I left the job, they filled my position with someone who fit into their little cult-like microcosm and made the position full time.  I never really knew how much anger and resentment I had/have for them until recently, and my nightmares are filled with visions of the entire place imploding, which I DON’T wish consciously, but maybe I do subconsciously. I know I am filled with loathing about another job I had that I gave 200% to and got really f’d up the ass without KY at the end of, and ended up being the catalyst to a major breakdown I had in 2002, but I never knew how much resentment I held onto towards the other one.  The mind is a very powerful thing – pay more attention to your dreams (and nightmares).  I should keep a dream journal – it might help in my therapy.  I should probably, as my horrorscope suggests, just let it go and make room for the new, but I am human, and it’s hard to let go of past hurts and unfair treatments.  Time for some new work on myself, I guess.

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Emotions

02 Monday Sep 2013

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Emotions

I have to start “talking” about my feelings – I don’t “talk” enough.  I told the shrink I could give her 1,000 other people who would disagree, but wrong kind of talk.  *eyeroll* 

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Talking

02 Monday Sep 2013

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Talking

My ER shrink says I don’t “talk” enough. So now I am going to “talk” to my MD every other week until I can get a real therapist. Which is cool.  My daughter – her answer to that?  ” eyeroll ” .   I just can’t fucking win. 

7:30 am Therapy

30 Friday Aug 2013

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Nothing like a good 1/2 hour phone therapy session to start your day, especially when you get told you’ve skipped 20 steps ahead of where you’re supposed to be and you GET IT!!!  Damn I’m good!!  😀

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