That’s what the doctor called me. He is going to be my therapist every other week until I can get into the state program. 3117 -177. I haven’t weighed 177 since BD (before DeDe). BUT – there is still the issue of ALL THAT SKIN. You weigh that much for so long, and your body doesn’t spring back into shape like spandex or something. I need to have that removed. What to do first? Get rid of the skin or fuse the ankle? UGH!!!!! Why?? So I am sitting there and he says the Prozac isn’t working (no DUH) so it’s either Cymbalta or Effexor and let’s go with the Cymbala and I said isn’t that the one that kills you and he doesn’t even bat an eyelash and keeps writing and says yes. OK. NO HRT. He doesn’t believe in it. I wish he knew what mood swings and hot flashes were!! That it’s why it’s called MEN-O-Pause – cause they don’t have a freekin clue!! 3 hours of sleep – that enough, right? I can sleep tonight.